God's On Our Side, Sweetie! But The Devil Has Control!

God's On Our Side, Sweetie! But The Devil Has Control!


Wednesday, December 24, 2014


This is Larry and my fifteenth Christmas dealing with the unaddressed financial crimes that started destroying our lives in 1999, we have gone without propane for heat and cooking, in the middle of winter, while sitting in our 2M$ home at eight thousand feet in Steamboat Springs, Colorado; we have gone without food; been scorned by ugly people for being illegally evicted from our home, by our own attorney, and left homeless and penniless; walked the streets of downtown LA’s garment district selling our fabric and beads from our business to get enough money to eat; we have lived in a tent for three years; our truck for a year. All the while seeking legal help for the horrendous financial crimes committed against my trust, Larry and myself by a number of national financial institutions, financial elite, attorneys and trustees; to no avail. We can’t even get the authorities to investigate these horrendous financial crimes, or find attorneys who will actually push for a trial; instead they withhold evidence from the judge, and we’ve been working on this since 2000.

We’re called losers! Not such for being big time losers of funds, assets and belongings; but losers for being a detriment to society; for telling the truth and exposing it. I'm called a whiner heir-ASS instead of an activist, who helps the public realize what the financial institutions are actually doing, which is how I see myself. I'm sure not everyone sees me like this, but the jealous I was once an heiress does! All I can say to this is, "Your loss!" Since I was once enmeshed in finances I know stuff many people may not! What I know concerns what the banks are actually doing, which many who haven't earned their fortune yet don't know about financial institutions. Believe me, the media won't tell you; you're safer with a victim who has experience!

Yes the perpetrators and the public calls us losers; that is all who are heartless and within hearing or seeing range of the media. And, not because we were unfortunate enough to have crimes committed against us; no; it’s because we are homeless and penniless as a result of these unaddressed financial crimes while being blamed for being homeless and penniless and not fixing our own problems? In fact just lately I was called an heir-ASS.

In my family, and also my husband’s, they are actually getting off on our homeless, penniless plight, brought on by unaddressed financial crimes; it apparently allows them to feel powerful? How do I know this? Actions speak louder than words and cruel people often use ugly words to justify their inaction!

With no home address one rarely gets employment and if one doesn’t have a drivers license, they can’t get one without a home address; without one they can't get employment, and if you have no money you can't get a driver's license nor can you without a birth certificate and if you're homeless and penniless you’ve most likely lost your birth certificate and without a license you can't get a notary to sign a request for a new birth certificate. All the while heartless public and family judge you for being a loser; basically resent even the thought of helping you in any way! Again I'm called an heir-ASS by Larry's sister.

And this is what kind of losers we are; http://bespokebydeborah.com/; losers often don't work this hard.

However our careers and work ripped from us by financial crimes never addressed by the proper authorities!

And, this my friends is the real reason for the homeless and penniless in this country; no one in leadership does their job; any other reason for this problem is media spinning LIES!

So when was the last time financial crimes threw you into the streets with six dogs, ten years ago, no money and no home to go to, while the proper authorities refuse to do their jobs and the media refuses to expose these horrific circumstances that lurk within your neighborhoods. And one side of your family hates helping, while the other refuses to even talk to you because they are at the bottom of all the financial crimes that have destroyed your lives?

Well I’m sure there are some of you who can claim the same experiences but rarely can we come together, sharing and helping each other; we’re all busy merely surviving.

Tell me what would you do? Walk away from all this crime when rebuilding your lives is as difficult as having been hit by all this unaddressed financial crime; perhaps more difficult; illegally destroyed credit follows us even into employment opportunities. Yet, our families, well Larry's family anyway, beats us up for being losers rather than being empathetic towards our challenges. My family, is actually part of the original crimes committed against me that eventually attacked Larry too! Why would they ever want to face me?

Well we’re again spending Christmas in a motel room; completely penniless; can’t even pay for our room on Friday before noon; have Larry’s family sending hate emails to me because of the truth I spoke of in my last article; BuBu is ill with an infected foot; and Larry’s hip has gone out; he can’t walk without crutches. I’m doing whatever I can to get a portion of our business started again; have been attempting to for a number of years, using Indiegogo and approaching investors. However, because of the unaddressed financial crimes that have destroyed our credit, apparently investors, so far, aren’t interested for this reason? Those who visit Indiegogo, can’t help but see our plight because I lack the ability to do what most others, seeking contributions, can do? We don’t have the resources they have. Yet, I still try.

We are fortunate because Larry finally has excellent employment, yet he works mostly on commission and it takes time to gain clientele. Besides this both Larry and I have spent the last 2 years working at jobs people with bad credit get...and the employers are usually abusive of us. I've even worked as a maid in a motel, so it disgusts me to hear people call me an heir-ASS, such as Larry's sister calls me, in writing.

Still, we’re considered losers and many in the public believe this about us, and the many other Americans, suffering from unaddressed financial crimes are seen the same way!

I believe this issue right here is the biggest problem we have in this country; people not stopping to lend a hand –up to their suffering neighbors. We need many more, open hearts, and they just aren’t out there; perhaps this is because they too are severely suffering and family these days is a place to go and get emotionally annihilated with abuse!

All I know is with all our horrific challenges, no family who chooses to see and understand our real plight, there are still good people in the world. One such is Larry’s new boss at the gallery, who went out of his way to pay for one week of our stay in the motel; picked up crutches for Larry and delivered them to our motel, so Larry could get to work. Mind you Larry couldn’t get out of bed without them unless I helped him. On top of this Larry’s boss slipped me a few twenty-dollar bills so we could eat this Christmas Eve and said basically (paraphrased) “ This is all the cash I have on me at the moment; don’t worry we won’t let you fail. Let me know if there’s anything more I can do; how about dog food? No one should spend Christmas without food. Oh and how’s BuBu?”

Tears ran down my face in gratitude:>)

Mind you Larry’s boss has been overwhelmed with running the gallery; visiting and supporting his wife who’s in the hospital with brain cancer and taking care of issues related to new hires at work, such as Larry. He’s a good caring man. Additionally, we're grateful that during our fifteen year journey through hell there have been many other angels, like him, at the right time and place. He's our current angel:>)

It seems Larry’s boss was able to bring his wife home for Christmas, while giving us a hand-up. It’s so nice to know Christmas is still alive and that Larry and I have landed in a place where support and caring live.

Merry Christmas to everyone and also to all our past and current angels! God Bless you:>)

By: Deborah Breuner
Heiress Lives In A Tent

Thursday, December 18, 2014

OPEN LETTER TO A CRUEL FAMILY: We're Going To The Streets Again While Family Has Our Back...With A Knife In It!

My husband's work; the only photos we have left

Hello …

First off allow me to say “Thank you” from the bottom of my heart for what you have done to help your brother and I with your loan so he could buy a car; this has allowed him to retain better employment, however it just hasn’t been enough to pull us out of this mess and the move to a new state, for employment, has now left us desperate again. Mostly because the gallery your brother works for sent his check to the wrong address on top of all our other challenges. Of course if you have read about what we have been through since 2007, in some cases since 1997, I believe you’d understand our situation is grave and has been for a very long time, mostly because there is no justice in this country and all we have in this world are each other and our families. For your brother/son and I? We have each other and this is about it.

What secures this fact is now realizing you and your other brother, sister and mother purposely never told your brother, my husband, when your aunt died and left him twenty five thousand dollars? Wasn't this in 2011? Instead you pretended you didn't know where he was and had the funds signed over to you? All the while your brother, my husband and myself, were living in a tent, or our truck, often starving, and selling our belongings so we could eat. Our drama unfolding RIGHT down the street from where you lived and still do! All the while you and your family were reading my Facebook,Twitter pages and Blog where I was writing a diary of our experiences with injustice and poverty. Unconscionable!

I’m not going to get into why your brother feels he has no family; it’s not my place to speak for him. I can speak for my family who are so greedy and jealous that they needed to embezzle all my funds using a few national financial institutions and financial elite to do it and this process destroyed your brother’s and my great business as well. We have been working for years to rebuild something so we can get on our feet and with no resources but a few angels along the way who kept us eating and a roof over our heads; most of these angels have been complete strangers. I can only assume you and the family know exactly what we are going through by my writing?

One of you has read my book, so I’m told.

Yet, as nice as you have been since my husband allowed his family back into his life, because he loves and misses you, he’s now reliving the reason he let you all go years ago, “YOUR JUDGEMENT” All I can say is, unless you have dealt with what we have and are dealing with now you have no place to judge! And there are few finer men on this earth next to my husband! Most people would not have lasted a month with what we have been living with. Yet my husband just keeps on trucking through it all; loving me all the while.

What sickens me is that with all the corruption in this world, which will probably never be addressed in our lifetimes, it’s exasperated by uncaring judgmental family who appears to actually enjoy watching their brother/son fail and die in the streets when he has so much potential, ability, creativity and an honest hard working, work ethic.

And this is my question; “Why would you supply your brother with a couple of thousand dollars and a week in a motel room and then cop an attitude? Why wouldn’t you help him instead get about $7,500.00, which he’s seeking, as an investment to get his business re-launched, while he continues to work at the gallery? That’s too forms of employment! What’s more the sooner we can get on our feet the sooner you’ll get paid back. Instead you decide now that you have given enough and basically “f#@k you”? Didn’t you know recovering from tragedy doesn’t have a design or time limit? It’s over when it’s over and most of the time because of the kindness of others, hopefully family because one cannot expect pure strangers to help and yet we have seen much more of this than family help. My family put us where we are on purpose; your brother’s family seems to get off on our troubles:>(

Do you know what your actions look like? They look like you want your brother to fail so you can then claim, “See I loaned him money and he won’t pay me back”! Let me share something with you. We don’t have the luxury of planning anything anymore but to save our lives; we must live by the seat of our pants daily, never knowing when our next meal is sometimes; twenty-five hundred dollars has turned out to basically set your brother up to soon lose the car you kindly helped him buy and the point is you’ll never get paid back now. We’re going to the streets again!

Boy now you really have ammunition to use against your very creative and talented brother who could use a “hand-up” not a “hand- out”; you can gossip all you want as you sit on your ass telling all your friends what a loser your brother is when in fact you’re actually obviously jealous of him and want him to fail; this makes your life look more productive. On top of this you can now add that he owes you money and what a scum-bucket he is for not paying you back. Yes, well I guess you’d have to share the whole story with your friends so they would have the whole truth, by which to evaluate; I’m confident you won’t do this. So here’s the Blog where they can learn; http://deborahbreuner.blogspot.com/

A caring loving family would at the very least create a benefit in their hometown raising funds for their brother to re-start his once very successful business, like I mentioned earlier he has figured out this can be done for $7,500.00. How about the whole family donating what they can towards helping their family member? Perhaps there’s one member of the family who can afford to invest $7,500.00 at 33 % interest? Why not invest, in their relative, who has proven to be very trusting, talented, hard working and drug free, making some money themselves? Where did I hear that my husband’s mother forwarded thirty thousand dollars to a voice over the phone telling her she’d make a killing with this investment?

She sent the funds and it of course turned out to be a fraud.

Fortunately most of this money will be or has been returned to her.

To her creative, talented, hard working, drug free son who could use a hand-up, she sends a hundred dollars out of her trust account. And, by the way thank God she did do this, we would otherwise not have eaten that day:>(

You people begged for your brother/son to come back into your lives; leaving messages on my Facebook pages, Blog and in emails for him to please contact you. Why? Again the only reason he ever let you go, out of his life, was because of your judgment and judgment, poverty and failure just don’t mesh well together; there’s just not enough energy in a day to handle it all. My husband finally allowed you all back, hoping to rekindle the relationships, and it seems now you just lured him back because you missed attacking and judging him; now us!

So basically you have helped us have another monthly bill of close to $500.00 for the new car, new used car; while insulting your brother/son and beaming with pride for your efforts. At this point we would be better off had we never bought the car which provided your brother the ability to get to interviews enabling him to retain better employment, while trusting finally his family understands and has his back. Now that you have abandoned him, after engaging in what appeared to be a relationship that would also be helpful and supportive, we are now back to fear of losing our storage units full of all the tools for my part of the business and my legal documents. And, lets not forget about your brother/son's credit continuing to remain a problem…now getting still worse!

Wow, are we dealing with another branch of the corrupt government here?

You know, “Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day. Teach a man to fish and you feed him for a lifetime.”
Chinese Proverb

This is what we're working on along with our other designing and work; http://deborahbreuner.blogspot.com/2014/12/gesundhietalso-means-protective-masks.html

This is the story in a nutshell; http://deborahbreuner.blogspot.com/2014/08/my-life-from-kennedy-to-catanzarite-and.html

This is how we live and it's getting worse; http://deborahbreuner.blogspot.com/2014/10/lets-chit-chat-about-poverty.html

And again here's our website; www.bespokebydeborah.com/

I mean it's not like you, the family, are dealing with losers!

I have no more to say, you, in the name of family, have left me speechless! Except this; there is clearly nothing crueler than to offer a hand-out or hand-up to a suffering victim and then re-victimize them! And to add insult to injury, claim you're praying for your brother and his wife! Ha! Who are you praying to?

Merry Christmas! Happy Holidays & Happy Hanukkah!

BY: Deborah Breuner
Heiress Lives In A Tent